In my defense, I have been busy.
On the other hand, it is easier NOT to post when one is feeling down and depressed.
I hate those "D" words.
Oh, I keep myself busy.
Perfecting some sourdough recipes...
Teaching classes at Maple Valley Farms...
Getting a small garden established...
But mostly I find myself NOT walkin' the talk.
Letting my feelings dictate how I act.
Spewing is an ugly word, isn't it?
Letting my emotions tell my mouth what to speak.
Now that can be ugly.
Don't get me wrong.
It's not all bad!
I have some really good days.
Days where I laugh more than cry.
And I know it will get better.
Time heals, right?
Meanwhile, I put one foot in front of the other.
And find myself repenting on a daily, nay, sometimes hourly basis.
I have an idea!
Tell you what...
You pray for me...
And I'll pray for you!
Cause taking your mind off your own silly problems
(and mine are so small compared to what others are going through)
and lifting up someone else before the throne of God is good for the soul.
Leave a comment and I will pray for you...
You don't need to make it too personal, cause HE knows what you have need of.
I feel better already!
In Christ alone,